dyari GJ

pengen cerita sedikit tentang hari ini,
adayang pengen banget gue ceritain disini
yang pertama berita buruk
yang keduan berita baik dan ada juga sih semi baik z~

pertama :
hari ini tuh banget,dari kemaren si  ,gue tuh ketemu lagi sm si ka _ _ _ _ _
sering banget lagi,god itu buat gue tambah enek aja liat mukanya yang sok iyey itu
dah pake di cak cakin lagi,sumpah itu buat gue tambah ilfeel aja sm dia hueks cuiih
dan hari ini gue berantem untuk yang kesekian kalinya sm mantan gue
dan parahnya itu gara2 gue nyelengkang kakinya ,ya jelas lah lu mikir aja , gue yang dia lewatin gak di tegor sm sekali , padahal dah jelas2 pas bgt di sampingnya,giliran cwek lain aja di sapa ramah banget ya ampun nyesek woi liatnya lu deket sm cw lain
dan gue ngerasa makin hari dia udh mulai renggang sm gue,dan itu bukan cuma sekali,berulang kali terus kayak gitu

disisi lain ini kabar kedua:
hmm he sent massage me  to at night :)
I read her message at 4 am and it was make me can't to sleep again,,
oh god i can hear my bit heart,really fast you know
but i dont know you just like mine or not :(
i don't wanna miss anything about you
but i think you not serious with me :(
it's enought for make me really confused
i just hope all can be right
what'a wrong with me
i just want to feel about love
but i'am really scared
i feel like run on a string
confused confused confused and broken again
i just want to serious with my reletionship but ....
i think it's never come true
aaah i'am really interest with you
you smart and i think you enjoyed with all your friend
but i can't to descreption about my feeling now
i just can confused
i just hope you can serious with me
and you also can show me about your heart
or stop pretending me if you care with me,becouse it's just make me really really broken
if you can't to serious , please leave me :)
may be don't want to expect more
yeeh i hope all can be right :(